i am endlessly fascinated with the old testament.
i love the new testament as well but i really LOVE reading the old testament. and the more i read it the more i can see that we are no different than the israelites straight out of egypt.
my bible in a year started over at the beginning of january and now i am in the middle of exodus. and even though i have read it all before, more times than i can remember, i still get excited with each step, my heart still breaks a little with each disobedient move, i am still in awe of every act God performed to show his power.
as much as some would love to say that the bible was written for "them, back then", i say nonsense. how are we any different?
do we not grumble, in the very face of tremendous blessings?
do we not judge the actions of others based on what we can SEE with our eyes?
do we not long for the comfort of "back then, when things were normal, if not uncomfortable".
do we not puff ourselves up to believe that if WE had seen the things that God had done then, that we would behave any differently today?
we are one in the same. a group of humans bound to sin in the very face of God. we may want to think that we are better, or more civilized or less likely to be so obnoxious. but if anything, i believe we are worse off.
our society has widened the gap of what is acceptable by such a drastic amount that we are calling evil good and good evil. we close our eyes to wrongs to not offend any earthly person, when we should really be more concerned with the One most offended. we tell ourselves that "it doesn't effect my life so why should i care"...when the truth is that each and every sin blackens the horizon just a bit.
i kind of believe that things will continue to get worse...the good will get harder to find on this earth...the evil things will continue to dominate more and more and that those of us trying to push our way towards God will have to work all the harder for it.
but even all of that i think God can use to his good...imagine things on earth getting so dark, that when we finally get to heaven, we are so blinded by the light that it rocks us back on our feet. just like when you wake up in the wee hours of the morning and turn on a light first thing, your eyes are almost in pain from the brightness of it all. the darkness will be so seared onto our brains that we will never forget it.
maybe this present day earth is our second chance at exodus, that right now, our slavery is being bound to a society that is ever hungry for more...that our land of milk and honey will be the earth as God intended it in the first place. maybe this time we will remember and be obedient and never forget all the good that God did. that we will say thank you, thank you, thank you. and never again say "but what have you done for me today?"
regardless...that is my goal for life right now. in this moment. to just say "thank you, thank you, thank you". and live in the knowledge that i have already been given far far more than i deserve.
happy monday. xo
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