Well, we've been back from vacation for a few days now...and I am spent.
I feel more tired and worn out now than I did before vacation...not sure what that is about.
I am feeling lazy and unmotivated.
And seriously lonely. Doug had to go back to work today...his first real day since September 7th.
I feel like I am in this weird transitional time of life.
Though I am not sure what I am transitioning to and from.
Maybe it's just a little funk.
Maybe it's living in a city that I don't really care for. Who knows?
I am feeling ill equipped. Unable and lacking in skill at the moment. Which is keeping me from a ton of projects that I want to do. Like spray painting a half a dozen things I have in mind to paint. And working on Moses' pirate birthday party. And trying the half dozen patterns that I have bought.
The only things I am certain of at the moment are my boys and my husband and my Jesus. Most everything else feels shifty and uncertain.
So I am in need of some motivation and encouragement.
And I am off to find it this morning.
Before Monday takes hold and sets the tone for the whole week.